State of mind

OK! So FML.

I'm already in debt due to dental bills and I'm going to be beholden to another.

On the upside? Ian has his papers. They're in transit to Germany. On the downside? We'll probably be denied unless I get two more teeth pulled STAT.

FML. I Hate dentists.

Plus there's a chance we'll get denied anyway due to Shades IEP.

FML.

That'd mean us going back to AZ

This whole year apart and everything that has happened would be for nothing.

FML.

I'm making appointments. Making arrangements. Getting the kiddos in school and setting my hopes on approval.

He may be in Korea until late September.

He misses me though.

FML.

*cries*

I'll put in todays letter for the 30 days of letters project later. I just needed to rant. Kthxbai.